Life is life...Never simple, but there's always something to make you smile.

wow...

2006-10-26T01:19:14Z

just when you think everything is going well, it all blows up in your face. you think you've made friends and then they all backstab you. i know it's just a game, but it shows you who your real friends are.

beyouteafull @ 2005-06-13T23:30:00

2005-06-14T02:30:41Z

1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
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2.) Eliminate the asterisks. (*)
3.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4.) See what color you are
beyouteafull

This made me laugh...

2005-04-08T01:49:40Z

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

Best week ever.

2005-04-07T12:35:49Z

I GOT INTO KING'S....FOUNDATION YEAR...HERE I COME!
They want me. I'm so happy it's pretty much indescribeable.
Thank you for all of the congatulations. :)
I'm just happy. This week rocks my socks.
:)
<33333 you all.
<3 Shan
Ps. ONLY HAPPY COMMENTS PLEASE!

Bored...

2005-04-05T18:55:58Z

School was meh today. The only entertaining things were going to get tea with Angie and then when Margaret was sitting on Amanda's kilt...the face she made when she tried to get up was pretty much the highlight of my day.
I really want to go to a movie tonight...but I have no one to go with...thus preventing me from doing so... I do have a lot of things that I need to pick up...I don't know when I'm going to get a chance to do it other than today.
I don't have any homework...I finished it all at school today...which was weird. It makes me happy though...maybe mom'll let me go do the errands that I should go do.
I am feeling the frustrations building up here. I don't even really know what they're from...but they're there...faintly in the background...slowly becoming stronger...
But on the bright side...tomorrow's "hump" day. Yay!
I can't wait till this week is over...maybe next week won't be as busy...I doubt it...but it's nice to dream.
Meg- I'll call you when I know when I'm working this weekend...I'm gonna make time to see you!
Anywho...I'm gonna go walk Charly dog.
Have a good one people!
<333 Shan
Ps. I found the PERFECT gift for Neill...I am so awesome! aha. I miss you Steff! *muah*
i love you.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

2005-04-04T10:52:27Z

Okay...
Saturday. I went to see the Harlem Globetrotters. It was so awesome. Sooooooooooo entertaining. Saturday night was work...it wasn't bad though. After work was interesting..can't really get into detail as there is much that people should not ever know. It was just lots of fun...that's all I know.
Yesterday was rough cause I went to bed at like 7am on Saturday night/Sunday morning...so I was pretty dead yesterday. Work was kinda difficult because of me being so tired. I got off an hour early and spent a half hour with Neill before he had to work. I got home and supper wasn't ready so I got cranky...then I proceeded to watch American Dreams from the other night and do my homework...which was interrupted with a lovely phone call from the lovely Amanda Collins. I passed out around 11:30 and called Neill and talked to him for less than a half hour...then I slept...which was amazing. Mmmmm...I just wish it wasn't Monday. I'm so NOT in the mood for school...grrr. But, I have to go get a shower and such. Have a good day everyone!
<333 Shan
i love you.

Oh Jeeze.

2005-04-04T01:35:58Z

can't get enough of that sugar crisp.:)
so tired. REALLY fun night last night. Wow.
I'm swift...that's all I have to say.
Neill.
Katie's ass crack...ehe.
I love Amanda FREAKING Collins. "Carry me over the thresh hold..." "We BEAT the door...OOHHHHHHHHHH!"
Long day. I'm outta here.
I'll update about the weekend later...as in tomorrow...maybe.
Love you all.
<3 Shan
i love you.

Wow.

2005-04-02T15:28:01Z

I have the most amazing boyfriend ever.
He surprised me with a beautiful neckalace last night.
Wow, is all I have to say.
We went to Sin City last night. It was really good. We then rented Life as a House and watched that.
Last night was really fun. :)
I was supposed to work at 2:30 today but Neill got Harlem Globetrotters tickets so I traded my shift for one that starts at 6:15.
Good mood all around...:)
I'm out though...I need to shower and stuff before the game.
Have a good day people!
<333 Shan

* 3 months *

2005-04-01T13:51:16Z

This is so exciting.
3 months today. Wow. It's once again crazy to think that it's been that long.
I am so happy....I didn't think this was possible.
Yesterday was wicked...I had 2 classes and then we went to see Pride and Prejudice at Dal. It was awesome. Mand and I then went to Dalplex and played bball for like 2 hours...it was awesome. She also managed to pick up a guy....who does that? I also got nailed in the boob with a ball that was thrown from half court. Ow.
I then had the pleasure of visiting the dentist...yay.
I also got to see Neill for like 5 minutes...it was amusing.
Regular evening phone call was nice. I called back like 30 seconds after we hung up to say one more thing and he laughed...which was nice. :)
Anywho...I have to go get ready to go. I have to try and finish my Chem Paper...and then I have a Math test. Ew. But, the best part of my day will happen when school is over. I get the car and I have the night off work to celebrate w/ Neill...yay!
Have a good day everyone, I know I will.
<333 Shan
Ps. Mand you are quite possibly the funniest person I know. I love you. Jackiee I miss you babe! Meghan I miss you too! taa!
i love you

Just breathe.

2005-03-30T12:02:12Z

Okay,
I did my french project in like 3 hours last night...hopefully it'll go well when I present it today. I talked to Amanda Collins last night...even if it was for like 5 minutes...it made me happy...I also talked to Ashie, Kris, and my dad? And Neill and Katie of course...would my day be complete with out that? I think not. So, today...I get to read a radio spot for my school...yay me! They normally don't let me read them cause I sound too much like my mom...hmmm...I am then delivering a little package...and then stopping to see Neill for a few minutes.
Tutoring today...some people just make me want to yell...I think all of you know who I am talking about when I talk about tutoring...I'm just like...No. No what you say? Just no.

Anywho...I have to go get ready for the day...basketball clothes and Jack Johnson made me happy yesterday.

Have a good one people.
<333 Shan
Ps. Meghannn I'll call you tonight with my work schedule...I also have some good news for you...STEFF CALL ME BACK!!!!!!!
I love you.

I love Jack Johnson.

2005-03-29T19:37:55Z

The title says it all.
He is a god.
Wow.

Back to school...ew.

2005-03-29T12:13:10Z

Alrite.
School today.
Sorta looking forward to it...sorta not.
Yesterday was good. I was supposed to work LFO but got pulled to USH...and I got Control. Which was awesome. Though, my throat is really sore today.
I bought my clogs...they are so super awesome it's amazing. I love them.
Kev made me an awesome supper last night...mmmmmm....
We're having our first argument ever...it's ridiculous.
I get to walk in the rain today.
I can't wait.
Kevin should be driving me...but he's not...alas making me walk in the POURING rain to school today. Ew.
I have to get going though...ick.
I'll update about stuff later...as I'm sure there's gonna be stuff to talk about.
Have a good day everyone!
<333 Shan
Ps. Amanda, the only reason I didn't call is because you were going to the movies with your brother and I wasn't sure what time you were going...I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you I promise! :) Ms. Harwood, It's gonna be crazy if we end up living together next year. Katieee I'm gonna miss you this week, it's gonna be so weird not seeing you. Bye people!
I love you.

Extraordinary.

2005-03-28T14:35:18Z

So, this is it. The last day of my 19 day March Break. Well, needless to say, I've had quite the time. Whatever it was that I've done since March Break started has agreed with me in it's entirety. I made new friends, hung out with the old, did some things that I normally wouldn't...had the party of the year...and lots of other crazy things.
The last two weeks have pretty much changed my life. I've realized some things that I need to work on, some things that make me unbelieveably happy, some things that don't need to be in my life, and also something major that I must do, just to see what happens.
The last couple of days have been quite fun. On Friday, Katie came and got me and we went to Neill's. He wasn't there, but we helped his mom till he got home...and then we did nothing...then I worked on the busiest night I've seen in ages. Saturday I had to work at 10am...mmmmm opening shifts at LFO. I got sent home at 3:45 though...which was happy. Saturday night was fun. Neill and I went and got Mitch...I found a pair of shoes I need to buy while visiting Katie at work...we then went and got Mike...and rented Dogma...and then I spilled kool-aid on my WHITE sweater, and proceeded to steal Neill's...which I am currently wearing...we then went and got Katie...and went to Sobey's...and Neill bought us (Katie and I) an ENTIRE cake for our easter present. Then we went and finished watching Dogma...and I drove everyone home. I called Neill when I got home...it ended up being a pretty serious conversation...I don't get why they always happen on the phone...never in person. OH WELL?!?!Yesterday I had to work at 10 again. I have to say that this has been the best Easter I've had in a long time. My parents gave me chocolate and money for the shoes that I fell in love with...I went to Neill's to pick him up yesterday morning for work...and his sisters we in the middle of the annual Easter Egg Hunt...it was cute. I was invited to Easter Dinner...and his mom was like "When you get home, you have to look for your basket!" I was like what?!?! Work wasn't bad...it was really dead so Kimmy let me go home at 3:45 again...I then had to wait for Neill to get off work so we could go eat. I saw the end of Ice Princess again. And then it was off to Turkey Dinner. When we got to Neill's his parents made me play "Hot/Cold" to find my basket...It was interesting...Supper was sooooo good...After supper it was off to see Miss Congeniality 2. Such a cute movie...we then abducted Charles...and went and visited JON at work...where we got free Timmy's...and then we rented Alfie...and I almost fell asleep in Neill's basement...Such the random fun. Then it was "Serious conversation time..." man. It was good though...lots of interesting things came up.
So, work again this morning. I really wish I didn't have to go...there's so much I could do here...and I need to call Steff. I'm being a bad Shannon with not calling her back. It'll happen. I miss you babe.
Anywho...
I have to get going if I'm gonna make it to work on time.
Have a good one all!
<333 Shan
Ps. MEGHAN--> WE NEED TO TALK! AMANDA --> I LOVE YOU, I'M CALLING YOU TONIGHT! KAITE --> I JUST FREAKING LUFF YOU! ASHIE --> WE NEED TO GET TOGETHER SOON!
I love you.

Mmmmmm sleep.

2005-03-25T16:00:36Z

I officially love March Break.
I love that I have done basically nothing since it started...and I don't plan on doing anything until it's over.
Since Monday, I have done nothing. I mean I did stuff, I went out on Monday night, tooo....I can't remember where...Tuesday I worked and got sent home early and went to Katie's. We then went and got Neill and went shopping...and then to Mitch's to watch movies. Wednesday I went to class with Katie at King's it was interesting, though we only got through half of the lecture...and ended up writing notes to each other for the half that we were there for. We then went to Mic Mac...cause we didn't get anything done with the boys.I have to say that I love Katie Allen so much it's ridiculous. She bought me earrings and is therefore proving, once again, that she is in fact, the better boyfriend! :)
Yesterday I worked...it was pretty much the most boring day I've had at work in a longg, longggg time..I actually wanted to shoot myself...it was ridiculous. After work I went and got Neill...and we came here for supper...my parents made salmon..it was yummy...We then watched The Incredibles and 10 Things I Hate About You...the night was really enjoyable...
Meghan, I totally tried to get ahold of you...I'm really sorry our tentative plans didn't work out. We'll get together soon, I promise...I'll call you. I miss you.
Anywho, and then there's today...I went to bed with a headache last night and I woke up with one too. I dunno what to do about tonight...and I'm really hungry...
So, I'm gonna go.
Today I love AMANDA COLLINS! Call me today, PLEASE?
taa for now,
<333 Shan
I love you.

Phew.

2005-03-21T16:20:56Z

All worked out...
Rather relieved actually...
Had a wicked, needed conversation last night...it feels so good to tell people things and know that you can trust them not to tell anyone else, and to know that they won't judge you...Thank you.
I wrote the best email yesterday, just to make someone's day.

I am so happy it's spring.
Not so happy that I have to go to tutoring today.
Happy that it is still March Break...
Happy that Easter is this weekend.
Amazed that it is almost April 1st.
Happy for April 1st.
Sad that Steff isn't coming.
Happy that it's finally flip flop and mini skirt season.
Happy to have someone who knows how I feel.
Happy to be able to hug someone as amazingly as I did yesterday.
Happy to have a comment made by Dave yesterday about how he has no idea how anyone could not like me.
Not so happy to find out that my insurance is really expensive...ew. (note* apparently as of January 1st, the government said that insurance companies are no longer allowed to discriminate about whether a driver is female or male.)
Not so happy that mom doesn't know if she wants to pay my insurance.
Not so happy that I can no longer spend money...as of today I can't buy anything.
Happy that new bathing suits are out...I'll save my money just to buy one.
Happy that it's almost April, and I will soon be receiving my letter in the mail from King's. It'll be nice to know.
Scared that I graduate in less than three months.
Aware that a decision about university has to be made very soon.
Happy to have people say it's always nice to see me.
Happy to be able to laugh as hard as I can for the stupidest reasons.
Happy to have people care about me like they do.
Did I mention that I'm still happy that it's March Break? :)
Ecstatic that I have the friends that I do in my life.
Happy that Ashley and Meghan are back!
Happy to be alive.:)

Anywho, back to doing nothing. :)

<333 Shan

I love you.

Strength.

2005-03-21T05:06:09Z

I feel so empowered or something...
I love giving people advice...and listening to them when they have problems.
I am also so in love. It's ridiculous.
Nothing can get me down right now.
There are a few things that are beginning to get to me though... I am really sick of the drama that comes with some friendships...and I know that the other people who are in them are sick of it too. I don't really want to talk about it either..I just want you to know that I am getting tired.

The first week of March Break is over...and so far it's been good times. My party and work...Bowling...god. I don't even know where to start...or anything really...it's just been really fun.
I am finding out new things about myself that are making me really happy.

I don't know about this entry...It just seems to be a bunch of thoughts all jumbled together...ew.

I'm out kids.
<333 Shan
I love you.

Mmmmmmmmm.

2005-03-19T14:56:55Z

I am so happy.
Yesterday was interesting. And by that I mean...nothing really happened. I worked all day. 11:45 - 6. Then Neill and I waited for his dad to come and get us. I was telling him stories on the stairs. It was good times. Then his dad picked us up and took us to his house...where we picked up his car and then came here. We rented Shawshank Redemption too. It was so nice to not do anything last night...though we were supposed to go to a party...but that never happened cause Mom wouldn't let me go cause I'm sick. Damn viral infection...ew.
So, I've gotten ditched again...and I dunno how I feel about it...I'm sick of trying to be everyone's friend when they don't try and be mine...

Butttttt...I've made some new friends...which makes me happy. I love you Katie.

Anywho, I have to go walk my crazy dog...cause if I don't then I can't take the car to go see The Ring 2 with Neill...oooooo scaryyyy....:)
Taa darlings.
<333 Shan
Ps. MEGHAN I MISS YOU! WE NEED TO GET TOGETHER SOON! CALL ME WHEN YOU GET BACK I LOVE YOUUUUU! *I love you*

Yay for St. Patrick's Day!

2005-03-18T00:49:11Z

Your Irish Name Is...

Eva O'Leary

What's your Irish Name?

Holy bajesus.

2005-03-18T00:14:14Z

I love March Break.
Sunday was my double at work...I was the only girl...which seems to happen often lately. It's ridiculous. Monday I took someone's shift...it was an USH shift...which made my day. I wasn't the only chick this time. It was good times. I got 7-10 which is a big deal...Monday night Neill and I rented Interview with a Vampire...and hing out at my house for once. Yay. Tuesday was wicked...went to the doctor....I apparently have a nice viral infection...ew. Oh well, it's getting better....slowly. I then went to wake Neill up...which he didn't appreciate...and I was like oh well! We went shopping...went out for supper...and then we went bowling with a bunch of people. It was so awesome. I hadn't been bowling in years. Something amazing was also discovered...it was a day that I won't ever forget.
Wednesday I worked too...I talked to Jake and was like..."Hey, do you need any extra people tomorrow?" and he was like "Yes, yes I do." so I invented myself a shift. I was once again, the only girl...all womens and 7-10...it took me 20 minutes to do the fing checks. Then I got switched and had crappy checks for the rest of the day....
Last night was so much fun! I mean other than the fact that I am sick...ew. Neill and I went out with Corey, Kelly and Amanda. Swiss Chalet...where I had the most amazing hot chicken sandwich...it was wickeddd. We then headed over to Dairy Queen...and shared Banana splits. Fun times were had...penises were drawn on hands...jokes and stories were told...laughing was the excercise. Neill and I then headed back to his place and had an interesting encounter with his sister and her little friend...which left us laughing until today basically.
Today was fun too...I slept till like 11...walked Charly...and then went to Neill's to get him and Katie...we went to see Robots which was pretty much amazing...I was in quite a large amount of pain all day...Neill and I then dropped Katie off at work and got gas...and talked for a while...apparently there's alot of stuff that I haven't told him...gah...for people who know alot about each other it's crazy to think that we don't already that we don't know everything...but then when do you?
Tonight Mom and I are hanging out...watching movies...our favorite thing to do.
Tomorrow I have to work at 11:45...then Neill and I are gonna head to a little get together. It should be a good time....hopefully he will be able to go. Hopefully mom'll let me spend the night there....hmmm...she had better.
Anywho...Movie time...then OC time!
YAY!
Taa for now darlings.
<333 Shan
Ps. I love Katie Allen. She is the better boyfriend...who likes it on the floor! I also love Amanda Collins...just for how fing funny she is. I also love Kelly...she's so beautiful...and always listens to everthing that people have to say. I love Corey for always smiling...and I love Neill...for being the most amazing listener...story teller...honest person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing... I also love Kristen...she always knows how to calm me down when I'm sure I'm gonna loose my mind.
I don't know what I would do with out you all. *muah*

Love...

2005-03-15T04:36:28Z

I'm scared.
That's all I have to say right now.
This is all so scary...I wish I could figure it all out. But it's not that easy.
I just wish I had the guts to tell you.
I just wish I had the courage to get feelings out there instead of keeping them to myself.
It's obvious somethings up...
Ick.
What to do?

Oh Jesus.

2005-03-12T17:01:40Z

Alrite...
Party last night was ridiculous.
There were like 20 + people here at one point. Crazy-ness.
There were a few downsides...like when people got sick...but it's okay
Everybody said that they had a good time so...I guess it all turned out well.
It was so much fun.
Meghan is my idol...I love you so much. We're like the same person. I'm so glad we're hanging out again. "I'm skiing, I'm skiing...get out the way, get out the way." aha. Oh god.
Ali's classic moment..."An airplane just landed outside!!" I said "You mean...a HELICOPTER?" She says "Yep...that's what I meant!!"
I really enjoyed myself...though I had my little breakdown...that I would not have gotten through if it were not for Neill...actually...I pretty much wouldn't have gotten through any of last night if it weren't for Neill.
I love how I broke the shower door...couldn't do the hand motions like a book...had to get Dave (who was more so drunk than I was...) to help me walk...cried stressed out tears...cried happy tears...hugged a million people...slept for like 3 hours with one of my favorite people in the enitre world...cleaned up puke..twice... don't remember a period of 2 hours...danced as a part of a "hoe train" in the kitchen... was a fool with Meghan...went down with a group of people to tell others who weren't invited that they couldn't come up....Oh man..so much crazy stuff happened. I loved it.
Everything went smoothly...there will be no loss of any privleges...and I'll be allowed to have another one! Whheeeee!
Now that I say that I should go finish cleaning up...so that I don't get eaten when the parents get home...
What a way to start March Break!
Taa darlings!
<333 Shan
Thanks to everyone who came! It was such a blast!

Ps.

2005-03-09T12:25:05Z

I miss Jackie.
I love you Jackie.

Gah.

2005-03-09T12:24:15Z

Okay...
Crappy, crappy day yesterday...I'm not even going to get into it.
I have a list as long as my arm...aha...Friday is going to be CRAZY!
I'm happy today...hopefully nothing will ruin that.
All-star game tonight at 6 at St. Pats. I'm actually kinda nervous....but it should be fun.
I'm buying the cutest mini skirt today...actually it's more like a suggestion of a skirt...but I like it. It's gonna be a great addition to my closet.
All of the Grade 12's at SH should obviously skip school on Friday. I'm not going for sure. I'm siked...it's funny though...cause my parents know I'm doing it. Baha.
Gah...so many schools are cancelled this morning...that sucks...I wish I had no power so I didn't have school...that would have made my week.
Anywho...now that it's 8 minutes before I have to leave...I'm going to go.
Have a good one people.
2 more days of this noise.
<3 Shan

I picture me with you.

2005-03-08T12:29:04Z

Oh dear.
Yesterday was crappy. I hate being in fights with people...it all seems so pointless when I think about it. Yep, it's dumb. It literally affect everything I do. It's still dumb.
Last night was the grad meeting. It's gonna be a very expensive two months...yep, May and June...money, money, money. I love that Ms. Scott accidently called me Sharon...ummmm....yea. But, it all sounds so exciting...my grad ring is gonna be hmmm.....$390? Yep. That's right.
I just randomly got an email from Dad...crazyness...
I got in trouble last night for being on the phone w/ Neill after 10. It's the first time I ever got caught since we started talking. Ugh. It's cool though...
I am going to the mall with Kristen today...I'm excited cause I just got paid...
Oh, apparently Friday is Senior Skip Day at my school...aha. I just hope it works out...:) I can't WAIT for Friday night! Ugh...I just want March Break to come faster! I am so sick of school...I need a break like nothing else...and maybe it'll get the parents off my back for once. That'd be nice.
Anywho...School time...I get to walk in the Raiinnn...YAY! (not)
I love you all.
<333 Shan
Ps. Ashieeee I'mma gonna miss you! Have a wicked time! Lots of pictures pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Hearts, stars and horseshoes...

2005-03-07T12:08:31Z

I am so tired. This cold is taking everything out of me...at least I'm gonna have amazing abs by the time it's over from coughing...sweet.
Last night was so relaxing...it was so nice. I did however do crunches before I went to bed. I was so proud...I'm gonna see how long that lasts.
Buttttttttttt....I have to go get in the showerrr...
I'll update laterrr....:)
<333 Shan